Monday, October 23, 2017

Still here! October 23! A big journey!

I am ready to leave for my Lifestyle class.  Lifestyle is the continuation of my food journey after transition.  There is a weigh-in and then a class. 

Since I transitioned I haven't lost any more weight, which is what I expected.  My metabolism is so low normally I have a very hard time loosing weight.  I did get to 150 although I really wanted to get to 149, just to get in to the 140s.  I have been staying between 150 and 153.  Weigh in is a the end of the day and it would be more consistent if it was at the first thing in the morning.

I was very satisfied with the results of the diet to this point.  I still choose to have a shake for breakfast and morning snack.  It is so easy and I am a morning person so I can get going on whatever I am doing that day without any fuss.  I feel soooooo much better than I did.  I haven't had to do any shopping for clothes though.....I had saved clothes from back when and had lots of nearly new pants.  I did have to get a few tops though.  I have lots more energy and no hip pains!  I feel like I look good which is a nice feeling. 

I do plan on going back on the diet for a couple of weeks sometime in the future.  Right now I am just letting my body settle down, and it does feel like it does that.  It sort of does a reset.  I am learning how to eat differently and that is interesting.  I bought an instant pot and have been experimenting with recipes, most of them vegetarian and low cal but fun and tastey!

Time to leave!  Have a good day!

Saturday, July 22, 2017

Ok, I've settled in!

It is now July 22 and since I started my transition twice! I have been doing fine with it.  I have been working on a huge gardening project and I have embraced it as a good exercise program.  We have had quite a bit of hot weather and I don't do well with that, but I get up early in the morning and haul tan bark or gravel or moving bricks and all is good!

I have modified my transition and so I am behind my class, which actually is pretty good.  I have more  time to prepare for what stage they are going through.  4th of July was a holiday so no class meeting.  That was kind of hard not checking in a weighing in.  We were 2 weeks on our own and in transition.  All was fine though.  I have lost at least a pound a week.  I was so worried about gaining when starting real food again.

So now I am on "week 19" for the second week.  I am doing each transition week 2 weeks instead of one.  And am starting "week 20" on Monday.  This is going to be quite an adventure in more than one way....I really am going on an adventure.  My eldest daughter, a sister and a friend and I are going to Glacier National Park for a total 10 day trip.  We are flying to Seattle, then on to Kalispell, Montana.  From there we will be renting a car, staying in St. Marys Lake, on the east side of the park, for 4 days then leave the park, working our way west to the coast of Oregon and down to home.

That will all be part one of the adventure.  Part 2 will be that I will be on "Week 20"  and it may be difficult to follow the perameters that are laid out.  We will be eating out every meal.  The restaurants are few in St. Marys, namely 2 that are owned by the same outfit and are basically the same.  I pulled up the menus and crossed out all the items I couldn't have...didn't leave much!  But I will try to deal with it, one way or another.  They have a little grocery store, who knows what it may carry.  It would be great if they had non-fat yogurt, I'm not holding my breath.  Yogurt and blueberries have been my wonderful dessert these past 2 weeks!

I have printed out several pages of our weight management handbook that may be of help.  I think that I, personnally, am ready to take on this challenge.  If I have items I can eat the challenge will be easy.

So, the list of daily intake for these 2 weeks will be:
units of:
2 meal replacements =  320 calories
6 proteins                  =  330
3 vegetables              =  75
2 fruits                      =  120
2 dairy                      = 180
2 fats                        =  90
1 starch/bread          =  80
                                 1195 total

It is really beginning to feel like this is a LOT of food.  It does feel sort of good to chew again but honestly it is hard to give up those meal replacements and going on faith that I will still be loosing.


Thursday, June 29, 2017

starting MY transition week 1 (again)

Yesterday was week 1 day 1 and we were down in Pacific Grove for a couple of days away.  We always go down and plan on eating a late breakfast at Toasties.  Usually I am having their famous cornbeef hash and eggs and english muffin with jelly.  Well, this time it was the Veggie Omelette consisting of 3 eggs, spinach, peppers, onions, mushrooms.  Since 2 egg whites = 2 oz of lean protein, I ordered my omelette without yolks which is an option on their menu.  And the veggies took care of the 1/2 cup of cooked veggies that I am allowed.  Wow, that was easy.

When I got my omelette, I asked for a box right away, then divided the omelette in half and that was this mornings breakfast!  So all went fine.


I do have to say, once I start real food in with the products I get REALLY hungry.  Hope that means I am loosing!



Tuesday, June 20, 2017

week 17- Transition week 1 Update to this point!

To this point I have lost 28.5 lbs.  and I wanted to leave an update.


Several things I have learned, just off the top of my head:  First, it does not help anyone really to talk about food (what you have eaten, what you want to eat, what you are going to eat) in class unless it is the class work to help you change your eating habits.  Several of my classmates have relished telling all the things they were eating, that were NOT on the diet.  For the amount of effort and money we all have put into this, it is not helpful to those sticking to the diet... or the ones informing what they did.

--I have managed to get to this point totally following the diet and what it has allowed.  And, I feel good about that.  It proves to me that I do have will-power and it will not kill me to not eat what looks good and/or what others are eating.  And socially, it does not matter if you are not eating when others are.

The diet is nothing to hide, goodness knows, people can tell that you needed to loose weight.  I have found I about have to give a whole talk on the program, because people ask me when they find out and they WANT to know!!!  Friends and total strangers.  Well, we know there are a lot of people out there that need to loose weight, have tried and failed.

-- It has finally hit me that my body HAS changed... it really hadn't before I hit 25 lbs.  It was just numbers.  But now I can see, my body has really changed, and I have much more energy This diet has been very helpful and EASY.  Easy because I didn't have to do anything except eat what was on the plan.  No shopping temptations, no planning, and if determined to follow the plan, no last minute unhealthy choices.

-- And my 2 goals:  be a good example for my daughter, and help my hip pain which I had made an appointment with the doctor about possibility of a hip operation.

UPDATE!!
#1 goal - my daughter started the plan about 1 and a half months after me and she has lost 30 lbs!!!

#2 goal - My hip, when I went to Austin, Texas on May 11 for my grandson's graduation from University, my hip decided to be nice.  No pain the morning I left or when I got back!  I thought it was just a fluke, but it is now June 20 and still no pain!!!    So now I am learning how to walk normally because I had to take shorter steps and lean a bit forward because of the pain before.  This is such a blessing because it was really starting to impact on my life, in what I could and could not do.

So, I have made my two goals!

A minor goal that I had was to get down into the 140's.  The doctor put my goal at 150 for this plan but I did want to hit at least 149, on principle.  I am 157 now at week 17, and I plan to make this goal too!

Back to what I have learned:

I have found that why I couldn't do well on WeightWatchers or other diets is because I didn't understand how my body works.  On this plan, I had to drink a gallon of water a day and eat 6 meals of the diet products a day.  The rest of my time was doing what I normally would do.  I tried to exercise more but that really didn't happen, a very rainy winter, I just can't get myself to stay on the treadmill for more than 15 min at a time, my walking friend was out of commission a lot, and a hot spring!  So much for the excuses.

Anyhow, the body just goes at its own time schedule.  It looses, then it takes a break to regroup, then it looses and regroups.  When I was on weight watchers I had food on the mind so much and trying so hard but end up loosing .2 of a lb.  On this plan, I was loosing 2 lbs a week, then when the body regrouped I lost a half or a lb less.  On weight watchers I would not loose or gain on regrouping time.  The time period was so long on that plan that it was always like I was doing something wrong, or I cheated. With this faster, no change in food, plan I knew I was not "cheating", not doing anything wrong and I could see things were still going along fine.  On weight watchers I would "treat" myself or give up when those regroup times hit.  Anyhow, I am very thankful I discovered this.

Up to this point I have been wearing the same clothes for all weigh-ins, just because I wanted consistant numbers.  Last week I had to give up the pants I have been wearing.  They were light weight cotton pants like the ones hospital workers wear.  They had elastic and a drawstring at the waist.  They got to the point where they looked like I was wearing a balloon.  So, last week I wore a pair of twill type pants, not as heavy as some jeans be heavier than the cotton pants.  Now these will be my weigh- in pants.  They are already rather loose in the waist, The are supposed to be a bit lower on the waist than I usually wear.  I will probably have to put a couple darts in them soon.

I learned when trying to loose weight you want to use the big muscles, legs, thighs more than others because they use up a lot of energy.  The upper muscles, arms, build more muscle.  Muscle weighs more than fat.  And as time goes you want to use more and more of all of the muscles.

I have learned other things but will add them later......

This week we started transition, which for week one we have traded in one diet meal for a small low cal regular meal.  This has been kind of strange.  We had to make out our menus for transition week the week before and I had to go shopping for my groceries the day before transition, first time since I started the plan.  We are to have 4 oz of lean protein and 1/2 cup of cooked veggies (non-starch) for each of our substitute meals.  We are supposed to still be loosing weight because the regular food is supposed to be about the same calories as the diet products.  Remember we have been on 960 calories a day.

I had cottage cheese (low fat) and cucumbers, red peppers and onions (steamed) for Wed.
Catfish and diced stewed tomatoes and zucchinis for Thurs and Friday because I had leftovers.
Hamburger and stewed tomatoes for Sat.
Hamburger and red peppers and onions for Sun.
Catfish and red peppers and onions for Monday.
And I have leftover Catfish and red peppers and onions for tonight after class.

As you can see, a lot of repetition.  I just have been craving those roasted red pepper so much and after eating the same meals these months repetition does not bother me at all.

The real food is ok but frankly it is just food compared to how much I ate before.  Portion control was a big problem for me and I know I have to keep that in mind going forward.

Tonight is the start of Transition week #2.  We will be replacing 2 diet plan meals with regular food, 4 oz. of lean protein and 1/2 cup of steamed veggies for each meal.




Tuesday, May 2, 2017

Week 10 - no hunger - 1.5 down

It is weird how our bodies change.  My friend says I am deflating, just getting a bit smaller all over.  We have these places where we would just like to have them disappear.  This diet is working all over, my saddlebags on my thighs are gone, what I called my top stomach and gotten much smaller and is no longer a bench for my boobs, my bottom stomach is much smaller, my girls say my face is getting thinner and younger looking, and I no longer have the blobs under my bra in the back, the love handles are almost all gone, and I have a waist!  Oh, and my feet are getting smaller.  I'm going to need to get some smaller shoes, these are loose.

The hungrys are gone.  My hips are still acting up but there are times they aren't.  I can now wear 2 pairs of pants I couldn't before.

I am starting to think of some plans for what I am going to do as I transition.

My daughter started the program and last night was her first weigh in - 9 lbs down!

Week 10 I have gone down 1.5 lbs.

Week 9 - Hunger week - But 3 lbs down!

This week was a bit annoying.  I would eat a meal and immediately think of and look forward to the next one.  It was a pain.  I would be a bit hungry would be about a 2 of 10 being the hungriest.  It just wasn't what I was used to.  By the end of the week I kept telling myself that part of it was that I just normally never feel hunger, we are so lucky.  I also was telling myself that feeling hungry is a good thing, and it was....I lost 3 lbs! 

Sunday, April 23, 2017

Week 8, Day 6 MMM, looks good

Not that I am craving anything but some food is looking interesting.  I think it is the texture.  Buttered toast popped into my head...I'm not hungry for it, I really can't imagine the taste, I just think the roughness on my tongue.  Isn't that weird?

I think my mouth, rather than my stomach wants to run things.

Smells are very interesting and I want to know what I am smelling, but it is not turning on the stomach for it.  I do get a hungry feeling right after eating and want more but I think it is a head thing. The hungry feeling only lasts for a minute or less actually.  It is like it lasts just long enough for me to think about it and realize how unrational it is because I just ate, then it goes away.  When I am busy I often don't even realize it is time to eat.  Yesterday it was 3 pm before I realized I needed to eat my 1pm lunch and my 3 pm snack.

Thursday, April 20, 2017

Week 8 April 11 - Dreams!

Classmates are starting to have dreams of eating food this past week 7.  One woke up just after dreaming about eating eggs so she got up and made eggs, beans, tortillias.  Others woke up worrying that they had ate something other than what we are allowed and were happy it was just a dream.


A classmate tonight told how he just got back from a 2 week trip to Europe and stayed on the program the whole time!!  Uplifting to hear!

April 11     172.5     - 1.5      I have lost 14.5 lbs on the program so far.

Week 7, April 4

A couple are starting to struggle with the idea of actually giving up food, and are gaining!!!  I mean, what is a brownie that  you can't give it up???  This is an emergency step we are taking to get our knowledge, our head and new habits to turn around and do food correctly.  These 2 are young and having their parents pay for the program, I think that is the difference.  But, I did sort of want to shake them because I know what will happen if they don't "get on the program", and they are young yet.

I have been getting a bit hungry before meals, really looking forward to the next meal.  Hunger is on about 1 in 1-10 scale.  It seems to be mostly a mind thing because as I am eating the meal I am looking forward to the next.  After eating though I am not hungry.  I think I am going to need some hypnotism to tell me amount of food is not the equal to hunger or not because it seems to be the length of time eating that is sort of causing this.  Weird.

We are all on a proscribed food and we all are supposed to drink a gallon of water a day, these are not to change.  So the only variable besides how each body works is exercise.  So if you are gaining, you are not following the diet program.

Thought I would put down all my weight loss to this point.
                 189      Before the program started and when I decided to sign up!  My highest weight.
                              -5    I lost on my own (gained on a wonderful art trip to Pacific Grove with friends)
Feb 22  -  184                 Program starts but not the proscribed food but the water. They just said, "just watch what you eat this week and drink your gallon of water each day.
Feb 28 -   187        +3    My "last supper" tastes caught up with me.
March 7 - 181        -6
Mar. 14  - 180        -1
Mar. 21  -178         -2
Mar. 28  - 176.5     -1.5
April 4   - 174        -2.5

week 7 - The week of the Big Freeze

week 7 - The week of the Big Freeze...just kidding, mostly

This week most of our class experienced being cold.  I mean really to the bone cold, kind of the opposite of hot flashes, only cold.  It is supposed to be the result of loosing a lot of our fat insulation.  It really is like menopause in the opposite direction because sometimes it comes on quickly.  But I must say, it lasts longer that hot flashes did and doesn't do the on-off thing that often.  It is just that I feel cold, a lot.  Better than hot flashes though, I can always put on sweaters or coats.

Still going down!